chillin’ like a villain

I can’t remember where that phrase comes from, “chillin’ like a villain.”  Is it from a song?  A book or movie?  Hmmmm.
I don’t want to jinx myself, but I think I have finally come out of one of the most intense anxiety episodes of my life.  Three weeks of a racing heart, upset stomach, muscle [...]

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while in az

I expected the weekend to be a whirlwind of activity, as it usually is when we visit Arizona.  But all that planning on not planning really paid off and it was a relaxing weekend that didn’t feel rushed or hurried, which was nice.  I really wanted to visit with my grandparents, to see how my [...]

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depression sucks

I have been royally depressed over the last three weeks.  The week my dad was here, I felt pretty good, but as soon as he left, I went down into the hole again.  Then this last week I just went over the edge.  And I was in denial so I was fighting it which means [...]

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9 hours – NINE!!!

That is how many hours in a row, I slept last night.  I haven’t done that for weeks.  I hope I can do it again tonight.  I need a few nights in a row of nine hours to catch up.  Then I won’t be on the verge of tears or homicidal rage.  When I [...]

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glad i packed the coffee grinder

It’s been a crazy few weeks – thus the lack of posting here.  Sorry ’bout that.  On July 2nd, Husband got word to go to Resource.  In shipyard land, this is code for, “You’re going to work somewhere else for a while.”  And then while walking to Resource the employee gets to envision him/herself in [...]

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