i don’t even want to look

I don’t even want to look at how long it has been since my last blog post.  I’ve been mentally away.  I’ve been busy, but not busy with anything exciting.  Life has just been, well, life. Not all bad, mostly good with sprinkles of sad.  I’ve been dodging depression and at the risk of tempting [...]

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hey oh

Just saying hi.  It’s been a week.  I wasn’t feeling so hot in the beginning of the week and after a lymphatic massage on Wednesday, Thursday I got the stomach flu.  It was a horrible bout in a small period of time – about 12pm till 10:30 when I finally fell asleep.  Friday and today [...]

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it smells so lettucy

I harvested a head of lettuce last night and the smell – wow.  Homegrown veggies have such a strong, hardy, yummy smell, stronger than grocery store veggies.  There is one benefit to buying store-bought veggies though; I’ve never cleaned a head of lettuce and found critters inside.  Yikes!!  I had to call Husband to the [...]

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march 09

I haven’t written much this month and the reason?  I’ve had little positive or funny things to write about and so I’ve spared you.  You’re welcome.  Also, the things that have been going on aren’t Internet-appropriate.  We’ve had loads of private family goings-on.  And finally, it’s all been so overwhelming that I’ve not been able [...]

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standing in the void

standing on middle ground
not high up in the heavens
not below the crust of the earth
i feel the hands reaching
from somewhere unseen
to grab ahold of me, to pull me not down
but away
away from my mind’s current place
away from my heart’s resting
away from my soul’s content
what lesson must be learned
that requires such tears?
such depth of void?
what insight [...]

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